Moving halfway across the country was kind of a big deal for me. I know, I just blew your minds. I know it was a big thing for my kids, for Ryan, for the dogs even. For me, the move brought with it a realization that I was completely and utterly lost as a person, … More Complexity

Just a Normal Day

So, let me tell you how my day went. Everything I am about to say actually happened. Today. I wake up after my second alarm and can’t go back to sleep because my stupid brain decides to remind me about a thing happening at work and I have to deal with an anxiety attack. It … More Just a Normal Day

Now what?

I think I had a mental breakdown recently. Or I’ve been having a constant mental breakdown for a few years and I finally snapped. What it comes down to is, I think, that I’m lost. I don’t know who I am. I’m not proud of anything I’ve done. I don’t know what I want to … More Now what?